Do you feel the coldness of the winter? Do you feel the warmth of the sun? Do you hear my heartbeat faster, every time you come? Do you feel my body shaking, every time we touch? Do you feel the heat we’re making? I hope it’s not too much. When we are together, I don’t mind the weather, the seasons all are one So let us have some fun! February 22 2002 Image by kalhh from Pixabay

World! Is this where I belong? Is this my home or am I just visiting this place? How do I find my way home? Because I feel so alone. I looked everywhere for a clue Sometimes I think that life is like a game that never stays the same People think if they make their own rules, they will never lose. So tell me world, if I play the game Will you give me the rules? I want to find my way home I can’t I can’t go anywhere like this I’m wandering in the mist I hear a voice calling out to me I feel a hand touching my…

People look at us as if we’re retarded. They’re afraid of us, just because we are different. They don’t even want to try to find out who we are. We come down to earth not knowing what is ahead of us. At first we see the world as an adventure. As time goes by, we learn that we are different. They don’t know how to deal with us, so they want to lock us up. How can we show you that we are just like you? The only thing is, we walk in different shoes. The only thing we want from you is to open your eyes, And see us…

Growing up with the pain that people caused you. You cry to me, but I don’t here you. I wonder why there was no one there to hear your cries. You learned to live with all those lies. You thought that you had it under control, But someone else came, and showed you that you don’t. Once again you faced those feelings. Now that you’re older you can face the truth, And no one can make you feel the abuse. May 14, 2000 Image by Susan Cipriano from Pixabay

We met when I was young. We met on unfortunate terms. You were there when no one else was. You saw me in a situation that no one ever saw. You were there to carry me through. Even when I would curse at you. There were times that I wished I had never met you. There were times that I didn’t know where I would be without you. You helped me play. When I saw danger you moved me away. You helped me see things that only you can. Without each other we are nothing. When we are together we become one. I want to say thank you wheelchair for…

We met in a sacred place. You came to me and said; “I have the same button.” We couldn’t speak at that time. So we didn’t say anything, because there was a service going on. I sat there thinking that I wanted to get to know you, then maybe we could share our lives. But I was afraid for what the church might do to us. If they only knew, I wanted you in my life. But you can not be my wife, for you are a male and I am a male. So the church won’t let us share our lives. May 27, 1999 Image by Gerd Altmann from…

I look at your face every night. I see what I need to see. I watch you breathing through out the night. You talk to someone in your dreams. I wonder who’s the one you are seeing. I hope that it’s me, because you’re saying that you love him. I see you reaching out to him and I want to grab you. But I’m afraid you will turn away. So I just kiss you on the cheek. As I go to kiss you, you turn and your lips turn to mine and we kiss. Then something unexpected happens. I wake up alone and learn, that it was all a dream…

Fly! Fly! Up to the sky. Spread your wings so you can soar high. It’s time to fly away from this world to another place, where you can be you. This world doesn’t need you now. You did what you could do. But now you are through. Let the wind carry you away. Let the sun take you today. It’s time to get away. For it’s time to start a new day. May 16, 1999 Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay

What do you see when you look at me? Do you see someone that you don’t want to be? Because every-time you see me, you turn away from me. Little do you know what you see that you don’t like in me, one day could be you. Is it the way I look and the way I sound? Please understand that what you do can and will hurt you. Because it will come back to you. Maybe not now, but trust me one day it will And then people will look at you, the same way you are looking at me. May 14, 1999 Image by ImaArtist from Pixabay

I live for the time. When you’ll be by my side. I live for the time. When you’ll always say “good night!” I live for the time, when you make everything all right. I live for you to love me. I live for you to care. I live for you to tell me that you’ll always be there. Because baby I love you but you just don’t care. People try to tell me that you would cause me pain, and you’ll always stay the same. I’m the one that’s living it. So you’ll never understand my pain. How much you just don’t know. I try to deny it because I…